I am rocking in my own semi crazed life

So I got a membership to the gym I rock... right? Of course I can't go tonight since I have meetings tonight for the moose. Tomorrow?? YES!!!

So barring that I might have to exercise, I have to fill up my ipod with awesome heart stomping, blasting my ears out so I can't hear my own shrieks of pain from exercising. What are some of your favorite songs? I used to have this one CD that had the "Move your body" my husband took it with him on cruise and I haven't seen it since. I could rock out to that entire CD, and be left in a pile of sweat on the bottom of the treadmill and yet at the same time I had enough energy to go home and cook dinner.. of course that might have had something to do with the phen phen that I was taking but we wont talk about that will we?? Anyways... I need music like that!

Okay, music done! Of course I have enough work out clothes, since I bought a few pieces for my 3 day walk... and since I refuse to buy anything for myself until I am truly dedicated to working out, 28 days to break or make a habit here people, so of course I am going to work out for the first 28 days with no break and kill myself in the process and of course, never want to go to the gym again. You can so tell I am talking myself out of it. I want to lose enough weight and tone so that I look like a hot chick! A hot chick that can walk down the street and listen to everyone say, "omg there is no way that hot chick looks like she is 40!" Of course the only way I would be able to hear that is if I program it into my headphones.. ahahahah

I have great books, but I need to work hard and there is no way that I am going to take a book with me to the gym.. if I can stand still long enough to read a book, I mind as well cancel my membership and start going to the library every night. Heh.

Well, this busy week is almost half over.


I thought that I better right

I didn't want people to think that I fell off the earth or had some bed ridding coma inducing disease. I have just been busy, coming and going, or was that going and coming? I think I have many things straightened out and I am going to write about a few of them in as much humor as I can.

I think that I have finally recovered from the Great 40th birthday celebration. I am definately too old to mix alcohol. I found that out for my birthday week and in case I forgot I repeated it Friday night and was again struck in the head with a searing pain, which of course is worse than labor!

My Halloween this year was the best ever, all of our friends dressed up as Wizard of Oz characters. I was the wicked witch, which was nice, since I wasn't in the mood to smile that day anyways. I think the drinking was catching up to me in the form of hot flashes.

I also had my yearly exam, scheduled my first mammogram. Should be interesting HA! I am also having a few other things done, I am hoping that everything that is wrong with me disappears by Tuesday. I was going to take a picture of me in my gown and post it for pro health. but when I saw the picture, I immediately deleted it. There is something about cell phone pictures that makes me want to gag!

I have also come to realize that I am spending way too much time watching the television, I might not be home when the show is on, but I will reord it and then have to play catch up the entire weekend with my shows. I am going to seriously cut down on my viewing... but there is this new show on AMC called The Village, I am watching it now as I am posting, hopeful that it is good... so far 5 minutes into it, it reminds me of Planet of the Apes. Ten minutes into it, I am reminded of Lost...

I joined Golds Gym, when I know more information in regards to when i am going to go and what I am going to do there, you will be the first to know.

Holidays are coming and I am starting to stress out a bit. I am not on the ball like I usually am. I went to the fabric store today to make santa purses and all of the white faux fur was gone. Lovely. So unless I can pull it out of my ass, I am going to have to wait till next year. Oh well, it was a great idea... a few friends have given me other ideas also and I am going to start creating a few demos and figure out the cost.

I have mush more today, but I need to go read now!


For the month of November, there is this blog thing and you have to blog about something every day. I am going to try and do it.

So what is there to talk about
I know that I still have to finish writing about the 3 day walk. It took so long to talk about how the walk was and how much of an impact there was that it was hard to put on paper. i can still tell you that I haven't had too much chicken lately.