Armed with Cheesecake and Vodka, World Watch Out, I'm Back!

The Challenge starts on the 18th of this month.  Is a sort of Ultra competitor thing for work.  I joined the walking challenge.  I need something to get me back in the gym. Then I think, "oh this new disease is floating around.  I should just stay home and stay away from people so I don't get sick and die" That's when my dog throws my running shoes in my face.  Even she knows that I need to get off my ass.  Still waiting for the daughter to send the batbaby signal.  I am hoping it is soon, for her sake as well.  The days have been getting hotter and I do not know how she is doing it.  Power to her.  Work is well, work.  I feel funny there, since, "The Incident".  I know only a few people know and though those people have supported me, I can sense some tension with one individual.  I could really care less.  If there was not other writeups and issues in regards to my complaint he would still be there.  To...

I was told today that I was missed.   Someone missed my writing.   It’s nice to hear once in a while.   I am sure that they are just sitting at their computer screen, nearing the end of the internet and remembered that chick Jessica who had some funny things to say as well as run on sentences.   I miss writing. I miss cooking. I have missed so much and I am still waiting for the day where I wake up and everything is right in the world.   Well, mainly my world.   I know life is what you make of it and I haven’t been doing a good job at all.   Things and friends have fallen to the curb.   It’s not that I don’t care, it’s just that I had cared too much and I don’t want to get hurt anymore when people leave or die.   Childish thinking I know, but it is mine right now.     Everything is passing me by right now.   I’m ok with it.   Baby steps. Some days I want to move far away where no one knows me.   I have...